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Some random questions about me.
2 min read
A little something I yoinked off 
because why not. Also to reassure the 2 people watching me that I'm not dead, just haven't been in the mood to make art lately.
5 Things about myself:
Q/A:
1. You're in a forest in broad daylight, and you see Slenderman! What do you do?
Flee while keeping my eyes on him, and commit suicide once I'm in a good hiding spot. I know the legends and stories about him, I know escape is impossible, and I don't want to know what he does to his victims.
2. If you have to kill someone, who and how?
I'd answer this, but I don't want to scar anyone for life. As for who, that is very personal.
3. What was the strangest thing you have ever eaten?
Dunno.
4. What was the nicest thing you have ever done?
Provided comfort for other people even when I was at my emotional lowest.
5. Is there something you despise?
People who betray my trust.
because why not. Also to reassure the 2 people watching me that I'm not dead, just haven't been in the mood to make art lately.5 Things about myself:
- I'm a gamer
- I'm lazy.
- I get bored easily.
- I'm extremely shy
- I hate a lot of people, and like very few people.
Q/A:
1. You're in a forest in broad daylight, and you see Slenderman! What do you do?
Flee while keeping my eyes on him, and commit suicide once I'm in a good hiding spot. I know the legends and stories about him, I know escape is impossible, and I don't want to know what he does to his victims.
2. If you have to kill someone, who and how?
I'd answer this, but I don't want to scar anyone for life. As for who, that is very personal.
3. What was the strangest thing you have ever eaten?
Dunno.
4. What was the nicest thing you have ever done?
Provided comfort for other people even when I was at my emotional lowest.
5. Is there something you despise?
People who betray my trust.
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DeviantArtist Questionnaire
3 min read
How long have you been on DeviantArt?
I'm not actually sure. I've been around for a few years, though I don't remember when I made my first account, which I left due to me forgetting the password.What does your username mean?
It's thunder in Norse. On a website with like 30 million accounts, usernames are kinda hard to come by.Describe yourself in three words.
Lazy, laid back, weird.Are you left or right handed?
Right handed.What was your first deviation?
What is your favourite type of art to create?
Abstract art with backstories, though my first few creations didn't have any. Also the reason part of the reason why I haven't uploaded anything in awhile, since I have trouble making backstories art made with Neonflames.If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
I... Don't actually know. Art is something I make when extremely bored.What was your first favourite?
My very first favorite, I don't remember, but on this account, it's a picture of my OC, drawn by my sister,
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What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
I don't have a lot of favorites, but I also don't have a type. I just favorite art that I think is nice, cool, or funny.Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
I have like 20. :lIf you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
Not sure. I'm shy and socially awkward in real life. >_>How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
This bag of liquid cow shit who also happens to be my sister.What are your preferred tools to create art?
Weavesilk and Neonflames.What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
Nowhere, really. I just make art when I'm bored.What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
Joining the community.
Not really sure where to put the tag thing, so I'll just drop it here. #DeviantArtistQuestionnaire
Congratz, you just got through another one of questionnaire thing that you probably don't care about.
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A questionnaire thing
8 min read
No one asked for this, no one probably cares, but I'm bored, so I decided to do this questionnaire thing I yoinked from . Here we go.
1) Are you really ready for a buncha questions?
Sure why not.
2) Where are you taking this test at?
Mycave room.
3) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
Yes.
4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
My girlfriend.
5) Do you regret it?
No, for once.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
A few times.
7) Are you a boy or girl?
According to my birth certificate, and judging by the organs hanging between my legs, I do believe I am what most people refer to as a 'male'.
8) Do you have a job?
Not yet.
10) How do you want to die?
Peacefully, and with people mourning my death at the funeral, then moving on.
11) What did you last eat?
Edible food.
12) Played any sports?
I used to play baseball, but quit.
13) Do you bite your nails?
Sometimes, only during extreme anxiety/panic attacks.
14) When was your last physical fight?
Never been in one of those.
15) Do you have an attitude?
Rarely.
16) Do you like someone?
Yes.
17) What is your real name?
Richard James Rivers.
18) What is the background of your computer screen?
I have a wallpaper spinner, so I have my Weavesilk/Neonflames art, Fallout: New Vegas fanart, a picture by madmaximus83, a picture of the SCP Foundation logo, and my clan (EA, AKA EliteArmy) logo.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
More than I'm willing to share.
21) Do you miss someone?
I miss a few people.
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Eat.
23) Do you tan a lot?
It's hard to tan when you don't go outside very often.
24) Have any pets?
3demons cats.
25) How exactly are you feeling?
Eh.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Once or twice.
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
No.Not yet, anyway.
29) Are you afraid of spiders?
I don't mind the non poisonous ones. The poisonous ones I fear for obvious reasons.
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
More things than I care to admit.
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Same thing I always do. Wander the internet, talk to my girlfriend, listen to music and play games.
33) Do you want to have kids?
No. If I had kids, they would probably burn through my patience in record time.
34) [insert rule 34 joke here]
35) Do you type fast?
Compared to a normal person, I like to think so.
36) Do you have piercings?
Can't get any, since there aren't any that would look good on me.
37) Want any more?
Nope.
38) Can you spell well?
I'm decent, though I do misspell things every now and then.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
There are a few people I miss.
40) What are you craving right now?
Nothing I can think of off the top of my head.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
Once.
42) Have you ever been to jail?
Does visiting one on a boy scout field trip count?
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Nope.
50) What should you be doing?
Writing in my stories and making art.
51) What's irritating you right now?
Several things. Mainly my boredom, writers block, artist block, and overall laziness.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Nope.
54) What is your favorite color?
Blue.
57) Do you have trust issues?
When meeting new people.
58) You are over half way done with this. Are you sure you want to continue?
...
Fuck it, why not.
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
With my mom, yes. Don't even get me started on that sack of shit who calls himself my father.
61) Do you live with anyone?
My family.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I... Don't actually know. I haven't cried in a while.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Not anymore.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Depends.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
I've been tempted to do that purely for the lolz, but no, I have not.
69) What is your motto in life?
I have quite a few, so I shall share some of them:
There is a song for everything.
True strength is being able to get back up and push on, no matter what life throws at you.
Failing to succeed does not mean failing to progress.
The best revenge is a well-lived life.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
From Google:
cau·sal·i·ty
kôˈzalədē/
noun
noun: causality
1.
the relationship between cause and effect.
2.
the principle that everything has a cause.
TL;DR, yes.
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned my computer off.
72) Do you have a best friend?
I have 2.
73) What is bothering you?
Several things.
74) Have you ever been out of your country?
Nope.
75) Do you play the Wii?
Not often, but I have a few times.
76) Are you listening to music right now?
ULTIMATE FREDDY'S JINGLE
77) Do you like Chinese food?
Eh.
78) Do you know your dad's birthday?
Don't care.
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
I'm honestly ashamed of this, but yes.
81) Are you mean?
I can be.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Fuck no.
83) What was the last song you listened to?
Subterranean Kamikaze OC ReMix - Sixto & zircon
85) What are you currently wearing?
My PJs, a pair of shorts.
86) What do you wear to bed?
Refer to question 85.
87) What is the weather like right now?
Dark
88) Do you like the outside?
Only during Autumn, when it's the temperature equivalent of the Golilocks zone: not too hot, not too cold.
89) Are you currently bored?
I almost always am.
90) Do you wanna get married?
Yes.
92) Are you hungry?
Not really, I recently ate.
94) What makes you happy?
Being with my girlfriend, having someone to talk to, gaming, and a few other things.
95) Would you change your name?
I'm working on changing my last name now for reasons. What I'm trying to change my name to can be found in question 17.
96) Ever been to Alaska?
No, and I'm not interested.
98) Do you watch the news?
No, because it's a waste of time, given how corrupt and stupid it is.
99) What's your zodiac sign?
Gemini.
100) Do you like Subway?
I don't mind Subway.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Depends on how much I like them back.
103) Do you like talking to your friends?
Yes, I like talking to the 4 friends I have.
104) What do you plan to do with the rest of your day?
Wander around the internet, talk to my girlfriend, listen to music, play games, try to make art and fail miserably, try to write and fail miserably.
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
More times than I can remember.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
I have one person who fits this description. You may or may not know who you are.
107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
My girlfriend and.
110) Favorite lyrics right now?
I've stoked the fire/Seen more pain than you can know/The tears of the broken have washed away my soul/Pushed by desire/To change the way my stream will flow/Now I've awoken, and I'm taking back control/I try my best to block out the screams/But they're haunting me in my dreams/Please, break my shackles, I want it to stop
- Awoken - H8 Seed ft. WoodenToaster
. Here we go.1) Are you really ready for a buncha questions?
Sure why not.
2) Where are you taking this test at?
My
3) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
Yes.
4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
My girlfriend.
5) Do you regret it?
No, for once.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
A few times.
7) Are you a boy or girl?
According to my birth certificate, and judging by the organs hanging between my legs, I do believe I am what most people refer to as a 'male'.
8) Do you have a job?
Not yet.
10) How do you want to die?
Peacefully, and with people mourning my death at the funeral, then moving on.
11) What did you last eat?
Edible food.
12) Played any sports?
I used to play baseball, but quit.
13) Do you bite your nails?
Sometimes, only during extreme anxiety/panic attacks.
14) When was your last physical fight?
Never been in one of those.
15) Do you have an attitude?
Rarely.
16) Do you like someone?
Yes.
17) What is your real name?
Richard James Rivers.
18) What is the background of your computer screen?
I have a wallpaper spinner, so I have my Weavesilk/Neonflames art, Fallout: New Vegas fanart, a picture by madmaximus83, a picture of the SCP Foundation logo, and my clan (EA, AKA EliteArmy) logo.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
More than I'm willing to share.
21) Do you miss someone?
I miss a few people.
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Eat.
23) Do you tan a lot?
It's hard to tan when you don't go outside very often.
24) Have any pets?
3
25) How exactly are you feeling?
Eh.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Once or twice.
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
No.
29) Are you afraid of spiders?
I don't mind the non poisonous ones. The poisonous ones I fear for obvious reasons.
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
More things than I care to admit.
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Same thing I always do. Wander the internet, talk to my girlfriend, listen to music and play games.
33) Do you want to have kids?
No. If I had kids, they would probably burn through my patience in record time.
34) [insert rule 34 joke here]
35) Do you type fast?
Compared to a normal person, I like to think so.
36) Do you have piercings?
Can't get any, since there aren't any that would look good on me.
37) Want any more?
Nope.
38) Can you spell well?
I'm decent, though I do misspell things every now and then.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
There are a few people I miss.
40) What are you craving right now?
Nothing I can think of off the top of my head.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
Once.
42) Have you ever been to jail?
Does visiting one on a boy scout field trip count?
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Nope.
50) What should you be doing?
Writing in my stories and making art.
51) What's irritating you right now?
Several things. Mainly my boredom, writers block, artist block, and overall laziness.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Nope.
54) What is your favorite color?
Blue.
57) Do you have trust issues?
When meeting new people.
58) You are over half way done with this. Are you sure you want to continue?
...
Fuck it, why not.
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
With my mom, yes. Don't even get me started on that sack of shit who calls himself my father.
61) Do you live with anyone?
My family.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I... Don't actually know. I haven't cried in a while.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Not anymore.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Depends.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
I've been tempted to do that purely for the lolz, but no, I have not.
69) What is your motto in life?
I have quite a few, so I shall share some of them:
There is a song for everything.
True strength is being able to get back up and push on, no matter what life throws at you.
Failing to succeed does not mean failing to progress.
The best revenge is a well-lived life.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
From Google:
cau·sal·i·ty
kôˈzalədē/
noun
noun: causality
1.
the relationship between cause and effect.
2.
the principle that everything has a cause.
TL;DR, yes.
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned my computer off.
72) Do you have a best friend?
I have 2.
73) What is bothering you?
Several things.
74) Have you ever been out of your country?
Nope.
75) Do you play the Wii?
Not often, but I have a few times.
76) Are you listening to music right now?
ULTIMATE FREDDY'S JINGLE
77) Do you like Chinese food?
Eh.
78) Do you know your dad's birthday?
Don't care.
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
I'm honestly ashamed of this, but yes.
81) Are you mean?
I can be.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Fuck no.
83) What was the last song you listened to?
Subterranean Kamikaze OC ReMix - Sixto & zircon
85) What are you currently wearing?
My PJs, a pair of shorts.
86) What do you wear to bed?
Refer to question 85.
87) What is the weather like right now?
Dark
88) Do you like the outside?
Only during Autumn, when it's the temperature equivalent of the Golilocks zone: not too hot, not too cold.
89) Are you currently bored?
I almost always am.
90) Do you wanna get married?
Yes.
92) Are you hungry?
Not really, I recently ate.
94) What makes you happy?
Being with my girlfriend, having someone to talk to, gaming, and a few other things.
95) Would you change your name?
I'm working on changing my last name now for reasons. What I'm trying to change my name to can be found in question 17.
96) Ever been to Alaska?
No, and I'm not interested.
98) Do you watch the news?
No, because it's a waste of time, given how corrupt and stupid it is.
99) What's your zodiac sign?
Gemini.
100) Do you like Subway?
I don't mind Subway.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Depends on how much I like them back.
103) Do you like talking to your friends?
Yes, I like talking to the 4 friends I have.
104) What do you plan to do with the rest of your day?
Wander around the internet, talk to my girlfriend, listen to music, play games, try to make art and fail miserably, try to write and fail miserably.
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
More times than I can remember.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
I have one person who fits this description. You may or may not know who you are.
107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
My girlfriend and
.110) Favorite lyrics right now?
I've stoked the fire/Seen more pain than you can know/The tears of the broken have washed away my soul/Pushed by desire/To change the way my stream will flow/Now I've awoken, and I'm taking back control/I try my best to block out the screams/But they're haunting me in my dreams/Please, break my shackles, I want it to stop
- Awoken - H8 Seed ft. WoodenToaster
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My ugly face and Aegis
1 min read
So I was talking to a friend of mine about Aegis earlier, and he noticed that I look like him, only with shorter hair, a bit of facial hair, and a much more serious look with brown eye instead of fire red. To those who think they can handle seeing my ugly face, here is a link.
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Down the rabbit hole
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I don't actually know the point of this, but it seems cool, so I decided I would use my journal for once and do this thing.
Click below for awesome
On a side note, I'm working on a story that features 
's character Kasumi. Basically, Aegis takes a walk in the park, encounters his friend Kasumi, and they get attacked by a battalion of humanoid dragons. It'll make sense if when I post it, I swear. 
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